I don’t scream because I hate the attention,
I don’t cry because it doesn’t help anymore,
I don’t hurt myself because I can’t take anymore pain,
I won’t kill myself because there ARE people who love me,

I drown myself in fantasy, because there’s always a goal,
Something achievable in the distance, something to seek out,

I’m lost really, reality blows and I can’t be in a game.
How many people can really be happy in this day and age anyway right?
If I’m wrong please correct me, but the government is raping us dry,
The schools we need for providing for our families are doing the same,
The schools for our kids are lying to them about things like the holocaust.

I mean, where do the answers lie.
And why can’t anyone tell me why I feel a hole in my gut?
Medicine helps, but it doesn’t cure the pain I feel,
It makes it magically, “easier”.